When you are 19 years of age there are too many choices seems to feel right. Once you decide to give a special place to someone in your life, its not like you wanna relationship or something but ya your behaviour towards the person changes to some extent. As a matter of fact even I decided to give a place to somebody in my life but the problem arose when my changing behaviour towards her was taken as rudeness and trying to make a fool of her in front of everyone. Now c’mon we are in college aren’t we, we do like to fool around and have fun but that doesn’t mean you want to insult somebody.
Today things changed dramatically although I didn’t wanted any of this to happen but thing just aren’t going my way. The one big thing I learnt is that never try to make a person special if they don’t want it . I really don’t like to talk much but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about them but the thing that happened today hurted me a lot and I really wanted to go somewhere where I can find some peace and try to come back to my senses but it wasn’t gonna happen. I was stuck there just to sense the pain growing within me not wanting to speak to anybody else.
Another thing that I experienced is that when a person who speaks to somebody quite often, even about making fun of that person in front af a number of ppl it is simply ignored. Does this means that ppl respect and feel for only that person who speaks a lot? Or is it simply that im not accepted in my so called friend circle? Whatever may be the reason the one conclusion I can reach is to stay aloof from the society keeping my pain and happiness within me so that I waont have to get hurt ever again.
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